lately the others’ complaining has increased
which means the end of summer and red roses
have you heard the one about the end of red roses
it is not a joke
it is a story
and it is called soldier beds
we shall return to it many times
but first
in order to understand it you must assume that red roses grow not on a bush but in beds of soft dark soil and thrive not under sun but in shadow and upon full bloom become soldiers that watch over and protect us when we need them most
like all stories about red roses mine is about restraint
restitution
and rather romantically begins and ends in bed(s)
but in the middle of this story
which is the most interesting part
is a crystal cage inside which lives a chicken whose claws and beak have been cut off
whose feathers have been plucked
whose skin has been stripped to reveal a smooth plump breast the shade of salmon
an uglier chicken you have never seen
I guarantee
but the chicken is a kind chicken and wears its difference like a dress
out of necessity
who can say
all that is known for certain is that every day the cage grows smaller
narrower
as the crystal walls grow thicker and the chicken’s aches increase
and as if that were not enough the cage rests upon water
free water
though
untamed
wild water
and if the chicken remains calm the water remains calm but if the chicken is particularly sore and feels nothing but outrage the water too becomes a pounding authority
so the thing is someone should have killed this chicken by now
but for some lamentable reason
a lapse of judgment
perhaps
upper-level mismanagement
maybe
or the resolved hardening of a soul
or lack thereof
this chicken has become a victim of carelessness
we are all this chicken
yes
we are all this chicken
or not
in any case
the thing to remember
the thing this chicken refuses to ignore or forget
is that it is not a deer
not a cow
has not been shot from a scoped distance
has not been sliced lengthwise along its four stomachs
and does not hang to bleed from between two poles until it is an empty sack of brown skin and bones extracted from its own meat
and
in fact
it rather enjoys its crystal cage because at least it does not have to share it
and besides its own body that has miraculously grown stouter
the cage is empty
and if only the chicken can stay true to itself and keep always relaxed in its cage bobbing gently upon the water
solid crystal bobbing gently upon liquid crystal mounting wave after wave
then maybe one day one of these waves will
but until then
there is a harmony between the chicken
the cage
and the water
so this is music
the chicken thinks
the chicken thinks
I guess this is a pretty good shelter after all
Molly Gaudry publishes other writers' books at Willows Wept Press, edits Willows Wept Review, co-edits Twelve Stories, and is an associate editor for Keyhole Magazine. Find her online at http://mollygaudry.blogspot.com.
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